Health
(2002)
Try to enter the death with open eyes
Marguerite Yourcenar
Marguerite Yourcenar
the family waits on the line
in the womb groomed
of an emergency room
expected plaintive string
then disarm as many days
pain
brewing stubborn
pain and sick to die
no better or despair
the dying
calls us to recapitulate his life as it is forced
to breathe himself up to his confession
is second hand
no will to hide certain loyalties
in the vastness of goodbye
truth is always a scandal
if the patient comes from his closure
know that there leggy nurses
that summer raged with burns
clean it is still wise to seek a drink and think
grotesque ceremonies if it comes back
if if you want to encourage
we will fall from the sky
perhaps quieter fill awkward
hope I can talk to
less robust confusion contemplate the world on fire
to keep to his resurrection
comes to the tremendous sadness
still in the back snoring can be emitted dense
nothing matters all the same make love with the doctor
wheezing saline drinking chest of
overwhelmed
seems that a whirl head part you
and returning to the familiar paraphernalia has changed forever
the world can be another
with just whistle a sonata
and above that
-as if it were not sometimes laugh-
stool remains a humiliating air that exudes comfort
splendid hero the agonizing torture
underpins its strength potions
for dark solstice retraces his intoxication
for
bribing foreign visit as prime
secretaries visit him as a priest visiting a rabbi
fuck all
answers from a narrow sandy imperfect
jubilant
lie far from the Eden
all languor
makes it easy grin
arrogance
the patient's heart pump with parsimony
ours arrhythmias succumbed to the scorching sun
summer traffic on Friday committed
words
soul if there is paradise transitional health
a day meat
supports and one day just
to
claudique
the family expects a tightrope
more united than ever
more rotten than before
his memory will be the wrong
at their parties will
nitrate
remember some quietly allowed
as he repents
much diminished now consider
recognize their strengths
just what was never was good
honorable charitable
-added using a chronology embarrassing
discourages the triviality of the moment
all sentimentality is as repugnant
hope was shortly before
as it will then
nostalgia
end up face down any furor unforgettable
with foliage combined in a minimum of daring past
" Who will restore the days
denied?
how
break out the hard exile?
the family waits on the line
the verdict hematologic
respiratory width
count
hopes
disease is the finding lewd
of those who fear the holiday
contortion of scrambling days sweetish
breeze deserved the stinging
to perfection
not always
hospitals are captive animals
gagged kingdom
treacherous rescue for many it is a haven where they accumulate cracks
operating rooms are a sermon in that landscape
unfortunate condition comprising
is entered with the same horizontal body
atrinca death that comes out
Eye
toning on some under some little truth
renewing the thrill
the road between the family and the viscous
site is a very slow midnight
a hint of stubbornness
a luxury that conspires
blood feeds
of ill omens
is
salt river sky
earthy word that wrestles with the useless
record
sunrises if I only knew the weak
the log that will fly the cliffs
punish him if I
hated only
flee and even soothes
the dying
ever wanted to believe in dragons
Cyclops that
acorralarĂan in silence but knows there is no language
depopulated absurd how many joys
be dormant now repent
squanders his bed moaning now
comprises the excess of her amazement
the family resists the tightrope
no longer in doubt
or variation of fear
not tear or
trembling shoulders sunken
its warmth modesty reached
the beautiful face of those who surrender
then take comfort in forgetfulness
was never waiting in vain
the home burn on the forehead but
will be slight
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